Yesterday was my 365 day in the program, on the diet, in fat class in the box, whatever.... THREE HUNDRED ++ days.
Yes, that's a lot.
At weigh in, I was disappointed. I wasn't able to get back down to the lowest weight I logged so far while on the diet. And, even though it was only a pound and a half... it was still higher than I wanted to weigh as I cross the line from one year to the next.
Ginah was startled by my sadness and disappointment and tried to console me. She kept talking about the big picture.
I said, "Yeah... I know about all that, yadda yadda, and I get it. I know in the scheme of it, I should be thrilled. But, the truth is.. I'm not. I just need tonight to be mad at myself and tomorrow I will be fine."
Needless to say, I've had several calls from her today. I guess she was worried I went off the deep end. But, I did need a minute to be mad and upset. Now, I'm fine. Today I can appreciate what I've accomplished. And, now I can look forward to the next 365++ days of my new life!
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