Everything Looks Delicious

Tonight is Fat Class 9.  I'm down 23 pounds so far.  I'm doing great, right? 

Let me just say that I thought this far into the diet would be easy.  I'd be use to not eating other foods.  I wouldnt have cravings or desires.  I would be strong and able to stay focused and on track.  WRONG.  Everything looks delicious right now.  Everything!  Everything is tempting and makes me want to cheat.  Seriously.  Even stuff that I know I don't like is causing me issues.  Like, last night.  My husband made crabcakes for the kids.  They smelt like fish sticks in the oven and I thought I was going to jump on top of the kids and scarf down their serving before they could.  And, I hate fish, fish sticks, crab cakes, etc.  I really do.  I'm one of those few people from the south that really has an issue with seafood... (other than shrimp - I love shrimp). 

And, what's worse... I have been feeling so very hungry the last few weeks.  It doesnt matter how much of the food I eat, I still want more.  I feel like I've really really enjoyed the more is better theory.  Only, I'm not "enjoying" it since I'm not really interested in eating any more of their food. 

As I type this, I'm starving.  I already had a shake.  Now I'd like to drive thru McDonalds for a breakfast meal... and I hate McDonald's breakfast!!