Reckless Abandonment

Reckless Abandonment

Reckless - Heedless of danger or consequences; rash; careless.
Abandon - To leave completely; to desert; to give up; or discontinue. A complete surrender to natural impulses; Freedom of constraint.

Reckless Abandonment - To give up completely, or desert, without fear of danger or consequence in a rash, careless, or impulsive manor; to be free from all constraint.
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So, today is weigh in day.  And, despite my pledge to behave and stay focused after last week's weigh in, I approached the latter part of the week with Reckless Abandonment.  Of course, now I'm play Monday morning quarter back (again) and questioning all my choices.

Having my friends in town made me feel like celebrating.  And, I do have a lot to celebrate.  I'm down just under 43 pounds (see The Equation blog entry)!   And, that's certainly something to be proud of... but with the wine, the grilled hamburger and then mint chocolate chip ice cream... (Oh did I mention the ice cream?  Oh yeah, had that too!) Anyway, I feel like I was incredibly reckless.   

Despite biking 40 miles yesterday and my extra gallon of water, I am pretty sure tonight's weigh in is not going to be good.  But, with all that said, I did have a great weekend!