Seriously?!?!?

My weigh in was not what I expected.  Not even close.  As you know, I was reckless.  I started the week good.  Real good.  But, I ended with a hell of a bang.  So, I was expecting some big gain on the scale.  I took off every piece of jewelry, considered taking off undergarments, or disrobing completely.  I even exhaled a big breath while on the scale to release any extra oxygen that might make me heavier.  I know... I've become one of those crazy ladies.

Anyway, I was down 3.5 pounds.  THREE AND A HALF POUNDS!  Seriously?!?!?  Wow! 

After the initial shock, I started thinking... maybe last week's expected weight loss is finally showing up!  Uggh.  That means my reckless behavior hasn't caught up with me yet and it will show up on the scale this coming week.  Maybe there is time to cut it off before it reaches the scale!  I just have to REALLY stay focused this week. 

Of course, I have no faith in my ability to do that anymore.  But, I'm going to try.  I'm still in shock...