FYI, I'm Still Fat!

In case your wondering if my month of torture has paid off, well... I am still fat.

It's amazing how quick we expect to see results.  Now, it took me 38 years to get to this and I expect to completely change my body in just a month.  It just can't happen fast enough, can it? 

The first week I started to see results immediately and, even though I was hungry, I was able to stay focused.   This week has been, by far, the hardest week yet....  partially because I gained 2 ounces last week (instead of seeing a loss) and partially because as of this point in this week, I'm still not seeing any kind of loss on the scales.  It's hard to think I'll have another weigh in with no weight loss.  And, so early on in this process.

So, here I am.  Still fat.  Frustrated.  And, depressed.

I know this isn't inspiring.  But, I don't care.